di ko alam ang nararamdaman ko ngayon...

bored na hinde na ewan...

bakit naman kse eh!


hmmph!!

...bhla na...

Currently listening to: takipsilim - paramita
Currently feeling: weird
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"maraming tao ang nagdugo ang puso at nasaktan ng maghiwalay ang eraserheads" -ebe dancel (sugarfree)





isa ako sa mga taong ito na tinukoy ni ebe sa sinabi niyang statement. oo naiyak talaga ko nung na-disband ang eheads. di ako ganun ka-adik sa eheads before pero super nanghinayang ako cause they have been so influential to pinoy rock, tapos bigla lang silang maglalaho.





frustrated din ako dahil na-miss ko ang one-time-big-time concert that happened in up theater yesterday, nov29. wala kasi ko kasama eh. launching yun ng ultraelectromagneticjam album. tribute to eheads nga pala ung concert. bale ang daming performances by other bands like imago, sugarfree, mymp, hale, cueshe, southborder. kasali din si kitchie, barbie and radioactive. basta super dami. get the album and you'll hear it all. mas maganda nga lang sana kung nandun ako sa event dahil feel na feel mo ung emotions nung mga tao. by the way, napadaan dun si raimund, buddy and marcus. syempre wala si ely, yabang talaga nun. sorry ha, pero sana lang binuhay nya man lang ung sarili niya. para syang namatay sa ginagawa niya eh. anyways, i have to and i need to get the album. na-miss ko ang concert, ayokong ma-miss ang album. it's very historical. parang anthology din...






moral lesson: wag mag-aaabsent sa mga one-of-a-kind and once-in-a-lifetime concerts...



na-miss ko rin ang myxmo! pero reasonable kse i have to rest for our gig the next day.





kwento ko rin pala sa inyo, pero slight lang. we had our first gig at freedom bar anonas qc, where eheads also performed way back 1996 or 94. la lang... it was a great experience for us kse amateur pa lang kme. by the way, pitiwiwee nga pla ang band name... maganda sana pro andaming mas magaling samin. magaling talaga. way better than hala and cueshe... syang di pa sila sumisikat... hopefully, masusundan ang gig namin na yan. pero sa ngayon, practice and composing muna inaatupag namen... wish us luck! =)
Currently listening to: wala... boring!
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see my friendster blog for more entries... i can't copy them yet... Currently listening to: stellar pa rin...
Currently feeling: happy
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'tis the season to be jolly...!!!
advanced merry christmas to all! Currently listening to: stellar - incubus
Currently feeling: refreshed
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Basahin niyo lang itong makulit na storya ng talangka na obligasyong hanapin ang puso ng saging na magpapagaling sa kanyang amang hari sa “Alamat ng Gubat” ni Bob Ong.

“Syiiit!!!” napalundag si Tong sa sobrang takot. “Lobster… kaw ba yan?!?”
“Sinong akala mo?” sagot ng kausap na sitting pretty sa batuhan. “At hindi ako si ‘lobster’, ako si Ulang! Kelan ka pa naging inglisero…hellooo? …Duh??? Saan mo nakuha yang pa-syit-syit mo e dati ‘nanaykupu’ lang ang sigaw pag nagugulat ka?”

Pero hindi sinagot ng mapanghing talangka na abalang-abala sa pagbabanlaw ng sarili sa dalampasigan – Naks, dalampasigan! Anlalim ng Tagalog.

“Ano bang ginagawa mo sagilid ng bato ko?” muling nagtanong si Ulang upang hindi sya masapawan ng narrator.
Sumagot si Tong habang naghahanap ng masisilungan. “Ikaw, anong ginagawa mo sa ibabaw ng bato sa ilalim ng nagliliyab na araw?”
“Wala.” Sagot ni Ulang.
“Wala ka bang ibang pinagkakaabalahan?”
“Meron.”
“Ano?”
“Ito ang pinagkakaabalahan ko. Gumagawa ako ng wala.”
“Wala kang ginagawa?”
“Hindi. Iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala.”
Lalong napakunot ng noo si Tong. “Anong pinagkaiba noon?”
Itinuro ni Ulang ang malawak na kapaligiran. “Yan ang wala. Yan ang ginagawa ko. Gumagawa ako ng wala.”
“Paano yun?” tanong ng nalalabuang talangka. “Paano mo malalaman kung tapos mo nang gawin ang wala?”
“Kapag gumagawa na ko ng meron.”
“Pero hindi mo naman nakikita ang ginagawa mo, dib a? patuloy pa rin sa paghahanap ng masisilungan si Tong.
“Dahil nga ang ginagawa ko ngayon ay wala. Sa katunayan, lahat yang pinagmamasdan mo ngayon ay pinagpaguran ko.”
Tinignan ni Tong ang kawalan. “Andami mo na palang nagawa!”
“Totoo yan,” sagot ng kausap. “Pero sandali, hindi mo pa rin sinasagot ang katanungan ko. Ikaw, ano naman ang ginagawa mo dito?” muling tanong ni Ulang na animo’y manhid sa init ng araw.
“Hinahanap ko sina Manok at Pagong,” sagot ni Tong.
“Bakit?” tanong ni Ulang.
“Ibibigay ko kasi sa kanila itong mga itlog na dala ko,” sagot ni Tong.
“Bakit?” tanong ni Ulang.
“Para masabi nila sa akin kung saan sa gubat makukuha ang puso ng saging,” sagot ni Tong.
“Bakit?” alam mo na kung sinong nagtanong.
“Dahil may sakit ang ama ko at kailangan nya ang puso ng saging upang gumaling!” alam mo na rin kung sinong sumagot.
Isang oras.
Dalawang oras.
Tatlong oras.
“Ahhhh!” Naliwanagan din si Ulang, sa wakas. “Mahirap yang gagawin mo Talangka. Baka hindi mo magawa, wala ring nangyayari.”
“Pero mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng meron kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala,” marahang paliwanag ni Tong.
“Hindi ka ba napapagod gumawa ng meron?” tanong ni Ulang.
“Hindi ka ba napapagod gumawa ng wala?” tanong ni Tong.
“Napapagod,” sagot ni Ulang. “Wala na nga kong pahinga eh!”
“Ba’t ginagawa mo pa rin?”

Ops! Tama na muna dyan. Kung gusto niyo malaman ung kasunod tsaka ung nauna pa dyan e bumili kau ng sariling libro niyo.

Bakit ko nga naman naisipang i-post yan? Wala lang. na-realize ko kasi na meron palang pagkakaiba ung paggawa ng wala sa walang ginagawa. Tsaka naantig ako kay Tong nung sinabi niya na, “…mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng meron kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala.” Wala lang. astig kse. Parang may point sya. Actually parang may point sila sa pag-uusap nila kahit ang labo.

O sya sige, eto muna. Next post ko about sembreak. =)

Currently listening to: unang araw - sugarfree
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Masaya ang sembreak ko. Kahit mga 2 weeks something lang un e na-enjoy ko. Educational naman kse lahat ng ginawa ko, kasama mga kabarkada at kaibigan ko. Ilan lang to sa mga naaalala kong activities namin this sembreak.

-The sclubs and I went to feather alley and played badminton for only an hour. Our main purpose was to burn out fats. (But how are we supposed to burn out all our fats for just an hour?) We headed next to the twins’ house to hang out. We watched “How to Lose a Guy in 10 days”. We ate lots of junk foods including pillows, vcut, nova, more chips, and more chocolates and drank coke. After a few hours we ate century tuna for dinner. (Where did all our eagerness-to-burn-fats go?) That was a happy day.

-I went to school to enroll for the next semester. Unfortunately, the process was so slow that we have to come back the other day. Luckily, my friend brought his band member and introduced them to me. (They are my bandmates now! They really rock!) Also on that day, we went to their “suking studio” and jammed. I had my first performance and it made me feel so so astig! Haha… thanks to the band! Pitiwiwee rocks! (I felt very flattered upon hearing comments like, “Marunong ka naman pala eh, nahihiya ka lang.”)

-Most of my sembreak days were spent at home, reading Bob Ong books and really learning a lot. I also spent my time on surfing the internet and cleaning the house.

-I wasn’t able to go to the cemetery because I was attacked by sickness. I was in bed for 2 days, feeling very hot. (Yes naman, hot…)

-I also went to my friend’s surprise despidida because she’ll be going
to Japan anytime now.

-My friends and I went to megamall and had fun in the ice. (I was just looking at the kids who are far better than me. I can’t even move my feet.)

-Vik, Lovely and I went to Ma’am Kei’s debut. It was fun.

The rest of my sembreak days were spent watching horror tv shows and mtv. =)


Currently listening to: fade away - sugarfree
Currently feeling: thirsty
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Music is a powerful thing. – Kris Roe (The Ataris)

I certainly agree with that. Music can move mountains. It can bring up new friendships. Ease someone’s heavy heart. Soothe someone’s soul. Discover one’s talent. Shout out one’s anger. Confess emotions. Inspire someone to dream big. Make history. Share a story. Music can create many things – especially for emotionally disturbed youth. My dad told me once that musically inclined kids are those emotional kids. (I was just 13 years old when he told me that.) They pour out their angst through their composition or through listening to their type of music. That is why I can consider myself as a music lover.

Ever since, I am so interested to music. Browsing through one of my childhood photo albums, I saw myself playing the flute using my mom’s roller brush. I am seventeen and up to now, I am still in love with music. (But no more roller brush, I have my guitar already!)

I have listened to all genres of music from my childhood up to my adolescent age. From abc’s and nursery rhymes to pop music like Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Mandy Moore, Westlife, A1 (Yup, boybands and pop icons. Name it. I know it. And have listened to it.) to 80’s music like those songs in my dad’s “cruising love songs” cd.

Suddenly, my taste of music had changed when I turned grade 5. (can’t remember what age I was that time, maybe 12-13 years?) I started listening to Incubus. Yes, Drive was my first favorite alternative song. I became so addicted to rock music since then.

And the rest was history.

By now, I am listening to a lot of emo-punk songs. Emo-punk bands write the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard! They write everything about adolescent age. I can relate to most emo-punk songs, and also alternative rock. I find guys who are band members more talented than those who dance. (No offense to dancers, and those who are offended.) I see rockers as persons that are more talented because they play instruments and compose their own songs. They put music into their powerful words and influence those who listen to them.

What keeps me busy right now is improving myself through my studies and of course, my music. I study my lessons during weekdays and learn guitars during weekends. Music makes me feel relaxed and it removes all my worries. I wanna learn more about music. I want to know how to play guitar better. I want to compose my own songs. I am currently a member of a band as a vocalist but I still want to play guitars, and more instruments. I am dreaming to have my band aired on tv and our songs played mainstream and on the cd players of every youth. Haha! (I’m only dreaming anyway, no one can stop me!)

As what Kris Roe have said, music is a powerful thing. It inspired me to discover my talents. It helped me to have more friends. It accompanies me during my darkest days. Music became my narcotic, which makes me so addictive. Besides music, I have no vices.
Thanks for all the bands that have become my inspiration. Without their music, I would nave no narcotic. (Nyaha…! Hope you’d understand what I mean.) Thanks for all my friends… I love you all….

Thanks to God almighty up there who created all the best things in life. And it was for free. Thanks dude!




Currently listening to: the saddest song - the ataris
Currently watching: eat bulaga...
Currently feeling: relaxed
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just to keep my blog updated... finals week is fast approaching. ang bilis talaga ng time pag college... we need to finish everything next two weeks before it gets in the way of the university's foundation day and the intrams... too many activities, too little time... kudos to all of us...! Currently listening to: una - sponge cola
Currently feeling: okay
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na-addict din ako sa show na ‘to… astig kse, nakakatuwa… nakakatuwa ung mga housemates… nagging busy din ako sa kakapanood nito…haha… pro ilang episodes na rin ang na-miss ko… pero kinukwento naman ni toni eh… kya nakakahabol ako sa stories…

favorite ko si franzen… kulit kse… sa girls, ewan… parang ang arte lahat eh…

un lang…

Currently watching: imang pa rin
Currently feeling: sleepy
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